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I've been doing a lot of stuff since it was posted. Things are a little crazy one semester ended winter break happened and now a new semester has started. Homework has begun and endless papers are in my future. Good thing I'm only taking one class. My grade for last semester was a C+ I was hoping the grade would be higher, but its ok. Hopefully I'll be able to go back to Rider after this.. because I would like to go back and fix the mistakes I made there.

The Yankees won the World Series!! I had no doubt that they were going to win, the Phillies put up a good fight but this was long overdue the last time they won the World Series was in 2000. They had a huge parade a couple days after the win, it was insane.

I had a great holiday. Lots of love and gifts. I spent the majority of my vacation on the Internet. Basically it was like I was super glued in front of my computer.. I got to watch endless hours of television. Too bad that most of the prime time shows that I watch were on holiday hiatus. But then again, I don't think the season would've lasted until May.

On Grey's anatomy, a lot of things have been going on , the chief has a drinking problem. He hasn't been doing any surgeries for months, yet he finds the time to teach Meredith how to do complex surgeries using old videotapes. Seattle Grace was bombarded with new doctors from nearby Mercy Hospital. Izzie was MIA for several episodes. She left Alex, which caused him to sleep with Meredith's half-sister Lexie. Right before Izzie mysteriously reappeared. Mark found out that he had an 18-year-old daughter, which caused an extremely uncomfortable situation between Mark and his daughter. Lexie and Mark and of course , the relationship between Lexie and Mark's newly found daughter, who is not much younger then Lexie. And it also doesn't help that her daughter is pregnant. So there is a lot of unrest at Seattle Grace.

General Hospital is fabulous I cannot say how ecstatic I am right now. Jasam is officially back together they said I love you to each other. Niz was finally exposed after months of emotional and physical unfaithfulness. Elizabeth finally got knocked down a peg or two by various people including Lulu and Lucky. Jonathan Jackson came back to reprise the role of Lucky Spencer. Scrubs is blissfully happy, but a dark cloud looms in the form of Patrick's ex-girlfriend Lisa Niles, Dante is thisclose to closing the case and arresting Sonny. Much to Jax's extreme pleasure.

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Chapter 3
There were unexpected, issues with the shipment that Sam brought into Port Charles. It seemed that the PCPD had decided to check up on the harbor’s activities. The Commissioner Mac Scorpio had ordered several warehouses be raided. Apparently he had gotten wind of the counterfeit drugs that plagued Nikolas’ clinic. They had spent over two hours combing the warehouses for drugs. It was crystal clear to Sam that her boyfriend Lucky had not discussed the undercover operation with his boss. As a result, they were dangerously close to being found out. Say was actually brought in to the police station and put it into an interrogation room and questioned by Lucky’s partner Detective Harper. She was definitely used to situations like these, although she really didn’t understand why she was handcuffed to the table if she wasn’t under arrest. After making her phone call to her lawyer, Diane she was led back into interrogation room one and handcuffed to the table. By this time it was almost 5 p.m, and Sam had no idea when she would actually get out of the police station. Sam was exhausted. She had been up for 18 hours straight, and she hadn’t checked her cell phone. But she was sure that Karpov had left her a voicemail asking how the shipment landed and if there was any problems. Sam settled back into her chair and let her mind wander, memories begin creeping in her mind, and they were not just any memories of what was and what could have been.
*Sam’s Dream*
Joshua Morgan, where do you think you’re going? The1 1/2 year old turned around and gave his mother the most innocent looking smile.
Me, a big boy, Mommy, me play with Lela. She couldn’t help but smile at that, one thing, was for certain, he loved his older sister four-year-old Lila to death.
Not until we clean you up young man, she said sternly.
And don’t give me that look Mister, your filthy. I need to wash you up a little. You still have chocolate on your nose.
No Bath! He screamed running in the opposite direction.
Joshua Alan Morgan!! Don’t make me come and get you.
You have until the count of three before I come and get you and you know what that means.
1, 2, 2 and a half, 3, she said as she picked him up, no cookies for you.
With that proclamation, he began squirming and screaming, pretty soon the waterworks started.
What’s going on here? A voice said behind the two of them.
Daddy!! Josh shouted excitedly reaching out his arms to his father.
Your son doesn’t want to take a bath... not only that but he had me running after him as a result, he lost his desert privileges for tonight.
Uh oh...
Is that true Josh?
He asked looking directly into his sons eyes
Josh only nodded and rested his head on his father’s shoulder.
Now you go with your mother and take a bath then we will have a nice dinner together.
Jason said sternly to his son.
Jason then handed the baby to Sam.
I’m going to change and get ready for dinner. I’ll see you in a little bit. Jason said.
*end of dream sequence*
Sam woke up with a start, where had that dream come from. It had been a long time since Sam and dreamed about Jason.
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As Sam walked out of the police station, she reached for her Blackberry, she had one voicemail.
Much to her surprise, she heard Jason’s voice on her voicemail asking her to meet him at Jake’s at 10. Sam checked her watch, it was 7:30. That gave her just enough time to go home and take a quick shower, and relaxes a little at Jake’s before meeting Jason.

Hey everyone,

I know I haven't written in three weeks I've been busy with school. Writing papers being sick and all that stuff I'm really liking GH right now, did I tell you my favorite GH actor Steve Burton tweeted to me twice? God I love that man he is such a sweetheart I can't even explain and he actually had conversations with us my Tweep posse my friend Letty has 21 responses from him and I got two responses from the actress who plays Molly on GH too. She's going to get the actress who plays Kristina to join twitter and then her next victim is Kelly Monaco.. a couple actors from the show actually do have twitter. Bradford Anderson (Spinelli) Nancy Lee Grahn (Alexis) the actress who plays Robin Kristen storms,(Maxie) Sarah Joy Brown (soon to be ex Claudia ex-Carly) Tyler Christopher (Nicholas) and so many others oh the Yankees are in the playoffs Boston got eliminated early. It's been nine years since we've won the World Series I need that championship to make it 27. The Giants are doing very well 5-O thanks to manning and Carr.

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Hey everybody

I know I haven't updated in a month.. it's really crazy around here I started taking classes at Mercer County community college.. I was there before I went to Rider, my mom made me sign up for a class, shortly after I last wrote, and honestly I think it's the best thing that could have possibly happened because I'm taking an English class. So, that way if I do go back to Rider, no one can say that I don't know how to write. And until I start getting serious about school again, I don't want my mom to be spending an obscene amount of money if I'm not going to take it seriously I feel different now that I'm back there. It feels good to be my old self again. I never thought I'd find myself back at my old community college, I really hadn't realized that I had lost myself at Rider, the ones that prove to my mom that I am completely committed to my education I think I could go back to Rider but I really need to get used to doing things on my own in a place where there's less pressure. So I'm writing papers again and doing grammar worksheets, and learning things I hadn't before.

My cousin Courtney had her baby on September 11. Named Jordan. So congratulations go out to her

Patrick Swayze died today. After his long battle with cancer this year has been a really rough year on Hollywood. A lot of big names have died.

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Hey everyone,

it's been a hectic week. My brother and his wife are here. He has a cast on his leg. The color is black, so in order to sign the cast . I have to sign it with a silver marker. I watch him play video games, he brought his laptop, X box 360 and other stuff. so I like it that Adam is home that way I don't have to worry and he gets visitors from family and they stay long longer because it's easier for them to come here. so in a way it's like you went back in time so I'm enjoying it immensely.

My uncle and my two cousins, Matthew and Christine and Christine's boyfriend Jimo came over to visit with my brother. So we had a barbecue. Matt brought over his swim trunks, hoping to go swimming but as soon as he jumped in the water started raining complete with lightning and thunder. Since he spent most of the day talking with my brother in our family room, he missed out on swimming. My uncle had not seen Adam since before the accident. And this gave him the opportunity to show uncle the updated version of our family tree. Over 400 family members, Christine came over after work shortly after her father left with Matthew. Jimo talked about work and going back to play soccer at Rutgers and watched the video clip of what happened to my brother's leg. it happened to a professional soccer player in another country. I found out exactly how it happened . There was a flyer announcing a impromptu soccer match . So my brother went to an in order to keep soccer ball from going out of bounds my brother jumped so I'm not sure he will go back to playing soccer , which is a shame because he was really good at it. He just gets so many injuries from playing the game. He is the most injured player I know. My brother is very athletically inclined, so you never know what's going to happen.

if you haven't guessed already, I am very resistant to change for whatever reason to me changes mostly considered bad.. if things could say the same that would be great. I love consistency but in some ways I like change too, so I'm completely adverse to all forms of change. It's just in my personal experiences change left me with a sour taste in my mouth.

So , tomorrow's another busy day going to church and then going out for dinner with Jackie. I am learning to appreciate and cherish the time that I spend with her. Because she was really close with my grandparents especially my grandmother. My great-grandmother was her Aunt, so I asked her about how life was when she was growing up. It's pretty much like 20 questions in story form. I can ask her anything. I asked her what she remembers about me when I was younger. She always teases me that I didn't like her at first it took us a while to get to a place where I can call her and talk to her about anything. I just didn't appreciate the fact that she would correct me about my atrocious behavior. And the part that astounds me the most is that it wasn't all that long ago either. I tend to hang on to certain things in my life and it takes me a very long time to actually let go of something and regarding somethings I'm pretty sure I'll never let go.

The most surprising thing is when I actually began to seek out her assistance after so many years. I think a lot of that has to do with my grandmother she was so pleased when Jackie started working with me I think she knew that maybe her prayer was answered. It's amazing how many times I still think of her. We were always close . I never really thought there would be a time when I'd be without her. Even though technically grandchildren outlive their grandparents.

I started reading the book about heaven again. It's been several months since I actually read it so as a result I'm starting from the beginning. Because I never marked my place that's something I do on occasion even though I have an excellent memory. Heaven is an intriguing prospect . I can only hope that one day I'll actually get there

Hey everyone

this morning there was a lot of rain outside my window. However it looks cloudy now much better. It's been raining a lot the last couple of days. I feel like I live under a waterfall crazy.



I'm excited because I just found out my favorite soap opera actor Steve Burton is staying with the show. He confirmed it on his Twitter (twitter.com/BurtonSteve) today... he plays Jason Morgan on General Hospital. As a result my favorite couple is definitely going to be getting back together or at least it seems that way.

So on that note, I'm really enjoying the storylines on GH with a couple of glaring exceptions. Spinelli and Maxie Johnny and Olivia and the whole Rebecca thing.

I used to be a Spinelli and Maxie fan. However, not anymore. Their relationship is just so unreal and off-the-wall that I just can't get into it. Maybe it's the fact that Spinelli's been getting on my nerves and Maxie isn't acting like herself. That's bothering me, but they are not ready for marriage, they barely dated so marriage time he came out of left field for these two and barely any time has passed since he asked a question and is already asking Jason when can he do it again.

And when I think of Johnny and Olivia. It grosses me out. Johnny knows Olivia son there around the same age obviously, I think they've known each other for a long time, because apparently they know the same people back in the old neighborhood. That's just a little too weird for me

the whole Rebecca is Emily's twin storyline is really like DOOL's Gemini Twins storyline. And the fact that no one besides Tracy and Elizabeth actually knows that Rebecca's motives are not pure. Could someone please connect the dots between Ethan and Rebecca, I know the audience usually know something is going on between characters before the anyone else but this is getting ridiculous. I'm not going to say that I'm liking Ethan but I'm tolerating him more.


I'm delighted with the rest of the show. When she isn't something I usually say in the first place. The thing with Michael and Kristina has gotten really good since Jason and Sam are still involved as long as they don't care Michael with Kristina romantically. I think it's good. But I hate that Alexis has reverted back to her old self after they made such progress. And for her to say that Sam is just trying to score points with Jason. After Sam deleted the incriminating evidence against her mother, per her request really bothered me. Alexis is in denial, at least about Kristina. I don't know about Molly. But if Alexis would just take off those rose colored glasses and spend time with her middle child. That would be great. She has an abusive boyfriend , and she takes out the babysitter's car at will. In other words, she really is a Cassadine.

What the hell is going on at All My Children. Kendall confesses to shooting Stuart?? That makes no sense. Don't get me started on Zach he is soo cold hearted now.. he claims he wants to save Kendall but he is so cold towards her it's ridiculous he won't forgive her for her past indiscretions. When he himself has been emotionally unfaithful, countless times and he is always forgiven he should be paired with psycho Annie next.


I have yet to figure out why Annie is even allowed contact with Emma. It's clear that she is only using her for manipulative purposes.. anyone who relishes in fact that she was able to kick a young boy out of his home does not deserve to have custody of the child..

I'm disappointed that Annie ducked, causing the bullet to enter the living room and striking poor Stuart. My money's on Scott as the killer even though they all had plenty of motive.

I found out more information about my brother's injury He broke 3 to 4 bones has a titanium plate nine pins and one screw in his foot/leg. So basically he killed his ankle shattered. He's going to be in a cast for three months. Right now he's in a splint. It's around three sides of his leg. When the swelling goes down doctors will put a cast on him. He'll have to wear it for three months.

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Hey everyone. I've been sick for the past two weeks basically stomach bug. As a result I've been doing much of nothing except hold my stomach and moan . It's very dangerous for someone like me to actually have the stomach flu, because since I have a condition that makes it hard for me to move around that it's very hard for me to sleep with this illness for obvious reasons. When I went to the doctor the first time, they gave me an anti-vomiting pill. However, the pain was still there and it seemed to be getting progressively worse so I went back again a couple days later. Their solution was to put me on medication it to calm my stomach down, and that helps a lot. However, they also sent me for x-rays, and I had to get blood work done. I'm really really not a big fan of needles. If I never have to get blood drawn again in my life. That would be great. The x-rays came back fine, but there was something on the bloodwork that my doctor wanted to talk about my cholesterol has always been high but when I first started taking the medication that they first gave me. They told me not to take my usual bills that I take everyday because they didn't want me to Throw them up . So I know there's got to be something on there that says my cholesterol is severely elevated and they don't know how I'm still living or why I haven't had a stroke or heart attack. Because I'm confined to a wheelchair I don't get that much exercise, but I like a normal person. Actually no not really need a lot more fattening stuff that I should , but I don't exercise. So the cycle continues. But I can tell you that I've lost some weight because basically all I need now is dry toast with strawberry jam. Bananas, applesauce and rice, otherwise known as the brat diet. I've graduated to chicken noodles and various ingredients that are in chicken noodle soup, and I've been getting a lot of rest


In other news, my brother broke his foot and I mean really broke his foot and he tore some ligaments too doing what?? Playing soccer. And all this of course has to happen when I'm not feeling good. He had surgery they're putting a cast on him tomorrow. I haven't seen him since the day before he got hurt. Why is it that when it rains it really pours. I joke around with him, saying that he just wanted some attention from mom. Seriously did he have to get hurt while I was sick. I think we've made it a rule in our house now that we can't both be sick at the same time we were younger was a different story because we lived in the same house but now we live in different states. So it's a completely different matter I have no idea where he's going to recuperate the apartment that he lives in has three flights of stairs , which makes it very hard for them to get around, here on the other hand, it's a lot easier. Our whole family basically lives not too terribly far away from where I do. Where he lives now. The drive is hours instead of at most 45 minutes to where my uncle lives from here, If that?


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Karaoke night continues to be a huge success after Robin and Patrick sang I've had the Time of my life (Dirty Dancing fame) it was still a pretty slow night at the bar until Maxie Lulu and Rebecca performed Don't Cha by the pussycat dolls complete with taking off shirts dancing on top of the bar, and dragging Diane up on stage at the end. Now, usually I'm not a big fan of Rebecca as you probably already know . But I must admit that I really did like her up there with the girls, Elizabeth is as usual was restricted to background furniture. Not that I have a problem with that because I don't like her character anyway. If you want to know yes, I still hate her for what she did with Jason and Sam's relationship and that 15 flights of stairs in a blackout didn't help my opinion of her in the least but I digress.

I think tomorrow is when Spinelli serenades Maxie without the help of his special microphone. Lord help us all. Not much of a spixie fan I used to but not anymore.

Jason called Sam to do a background check on Dominic. She shows up in a cocktail waitresses dress complete with 5 inch heels and tells Jason she is working undercover at a strip club. When she first walks in the only thing that he notices are she's wearing like 5 inch heels allover needless to say she is wearing a getup . That is very flattering to figure she tries reaching into her coat to grab her cell phone and manages to reveal the rest of her outfit leaving Jason utterly stunned at how she looks and Sam was completely oblivious to the fact that he so affected by the outfit she's already to be businesslike and everything whereas that's probably the furthest thing from his mind right now judging by the way his eyes were like protruding from his skull.

There's lots of juicy stuff coming up from the show, Kelly Monaco just left for Africa yesterday . So she'll be back in 10 days, but don't worry, she taped and not seen before she left so that we wouldn't know she's taking this time off some of that coincides with a blackout. But the studio is under right now. In case any of you don't know what a blackout. Is disappearing at a time where the writers concentrate on reworking some storylines, so the whole studio is inactive meaning the actors are on vacation for a certain number of days. But it won't affect us at all because they always tape weeks in advance..

Hey everyone,

what is with the world? It seems like every time I try to call someone I'd leave a message and link never hear from them for days, weeks or even months. I'd do that. I do that, but now that I realize that it's happening to me a lot more lately. I call people back more

equally annoying . Maybe even more so is when people call me and don't leave a message on my answering machine or I just hear the click most of the time when I press *69 It's like an 800 number which means I have no idea who it is it's not like I have a Rolodex with all the 800 numbers. And this happens, like multiple times a day. If its like a credit card company then leave a message. But then again, if they did, everybody would claim harassment.. why don't they just mail us their stuff leave the phone alone

And I hate it when people keep calling you and bothering my dog groomer calls me basically daily asking when I want my dogs to get groomed. It gets really annoying after a while. And most of the time they have to shave off all their fur because it's so matted, Rather than taking the time to actually brushed out. So basically, when they come back, they look like hairless rats. And some people think that you can't tell whether or not the dog shows any kind of emotion, they get depressed, and there humiliated and then somebody has to put an outfit on them. Just to save them the embarrassment. It so expensive to hire someone to cut a dog's hair. And myself being a dog lover of course I have to have more than one. I have seven their small breeds. The person wants them to get groomed every month. I swear, all grommers think all owners are cash cows. So the inevitable conclusion that I am forced to come up with is the phone is the worst/best invention ever made. Depending on how you look at it.

And I think my cousin's still mad at me for complaining about not being invited to her sister's wedding because I've been trying to call her for over a month now with no success. I know sometimes I can be the official president of the complaint department. But I get easily frustrated, what can I say. And I'm always there for these people too . I just wish she wasn't mad at me, I apologized. It makes me feel isolated. You never realize how much are cut off from the rest of the world without a telephone. And that's one scary thought

My best friend Allie is pregnant again. So I'm going to be an aunt three times over, she's due in three months , her twin already has a little boy and she has a little girl actually technically she has one biological child and two adopted children. So, I like need to get a boyfriend and get married ASAP because I'm way behind everybody else. Now that my brothers married the next logical step is me, but it would help of I was dating someone first

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Hey everyone,

I just have to discuss the memorial service of Michael Jackson.. it started really at around 1:30 PM Eastern standard Time. And it was a long service complete with memories shared by Brooke Shields, Magic Johnson, Smokey Robinson, and performances by Lionel Richie, Usher, Mariah Cary, Jennifer Hudson, Jermaine Jackson but it was one of the most touching memorials I've ever witnessed on TV . The Staples Center was packed with some 16,000+ people not to mention various memorials that were going on simultaneously around the world. I still have a hard time believing he's gone. The man was and is a complete musical genius. Not to mention a humanitarian. I cried twice during that whole ceremony. Good thing, he still continues to inspire people throughout the world. And I hope that resolution really passes in the Congress.. he was a major part of my childhood and his influence still resonates with other individuals besides myself. I think he was part of the reason my childhood was so very great. I remember dancing around my old house with various family members with a huge smile on my face. Just thinking about it makes me tear up

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Hey,

can you believe it's already July 3?? That means the year is already half over. I have yet to decide which side I'm on. At times the year goes to slow however there have been instances where the year but was way too fast.

I am updating on twitter like crazy. I just wish they would extend the character count. 140 is too little, especially for yours truly. However, if there intent is to make everyone sound like mindless idiots they're doing a pretty good job. Most of my updates are chopped in half because the whole thing won't fit. And I really don't want to continue the rest of the thought in another update. But I think I'm about to change my mind about that. Some people I follow along there really don't update that often. Did I tell you that Britney Spears follows my tweets? I can better direct messages, because I follow her to the only thing I'm confused about is one thing the mention part? If you mention someone in a post will they see it? Because I often reply to the people that I follow. So can they see it? Someone has got to like answer this question because I feel like a mindless idiot. I looked it up on this site, but I really don't understand. So could someone be kind enough to explain it to me. By the way, do not sign up for VIP Twitter train. Because now I have 351 followers in six days and I think that those are automated but whatever I don't have to see their posts if I don't want to thank God.. because I would hate to patrol my own account.

So I'm heading down to Point Pleasant, New Jersey to celebrate our nation's birth. I've been down the shore, but I've never been there so I'm super excited.. plus I get to go down to the boardwalk and have some funnel cake..

someone needs to teach me how to do the mood themes. Not making them just how to use them. There's still some stuff about this site that I have no idea how to do. I need a step-by-step instruction book at times if someone could enlighten me that would be absolutely great. I feel like I'm in kindergarten. And usually I'm good at all things computer related

So Palin resigned as Alaska governor, um... I honestly thought she was doing a good job and she actually liked her job.. I know the stresses of not being able to hang out with your kids and not have a personal life. But didn't you already know that when you got in the field of politics.. I guess not makes you wonder what would've happened if McCain won the election. Would she have up and left the VP position too?

GH is going black for two weeks. Now for those of you who don't know what that is that means that production has basically ceased while the writers do major rewrites.. granting many actors some much-needed vacation..*cough* Burton *cough* maybe now He'll actually sign on the dotted line.. I'm all for pretty much giving the man, whatever the hell he wants at this point, no character/actor is as involved as he is. And let's be real for a second, he is one of the essential players on the show. If he left the show a lot of people would leave with him. Not that he would leave for a long stretch of time, I don't think. He left for 13 months in 2001, but he came back.

He is heavily involved in a storyline coming up with Kelly Monaco. That supposedly will bring them back together as a couple since they were billed from the beginning as the destiny couple which is like soap language for the couple that will Always end up together so I can not wait for this.

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Have a great Holiday

I woke up this morning to find out Farrah Fawcett died of cancer this morning very sad I liked her a lot.

Around three hours later Michael Jackson is rushed to an LA hospital due to cardiac arrest. Upon arriving at the hospital they continued to try to resuscitate Michael to no avail he was declared dead a short time later. At first, many confirmed his death, but then rumors surfaced that he was in the ICU in very critical condition. Finally when the commotion died down it was confirmed that he was indeed dead. He is my favorite male singer of all time I never thought that Michael Jackson would actually die. It sounds crazy, but I thought of him is pretty much invincible throughout the 80s and the 90s every song he released was a number one hit he was unstoppable it was in recent years that his health and appearance declined dramatically. Right now I'm listening to all my Michael Jackson songs on my playlist as a tribute to a great performer who was taken from us way before his time.

I've succumbed to the twitter nation I really wasn't that into it at first. Updating every couple of days or weeks but now I'm a total twitt head I update every few hours except when I'm sleeping it just started today.. I even have a application called tweetDeck that is always in my application window and I've even linked it to my Facebook page too well in case anyone wants to follow me here is my link

http://twitter.com/LisaGoldschmidt

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Okay I just read this about five minutes ago.. there's a row going around that they're going to put Michael with Kristina romantically speaking.. the majority of the show I'm very happy with this present moment but supposedly that's why they brought Michael back from his coma I know they're not blood related but come on seriously? You're telling me that there is no one around her age other than her brother via adoption to pair her with.. I thought I was grossed out whenshe was trying to throw herself at Jason

Have you ever been so bored that you think of the craziest thing. Things that come from utterly nowhere.. well not technically nowhere something sparks your thought process and you keep thinking about it.

Yeah that's me.. I'm not nuts.. I over think things constantly I'm very indecisive I am my own version of ADD.. I spent hours on rainy days like this one just lost in thought. Half the time people say I live in the past instead of the right now.. I don't know why. I guess I just like where I've been in my fault that my memories are just that good. I'm scared of what the future will hold what it will bring I'd just rather kind of just let it happen.. even all the past couple years. It's really not in the highlights of my life. So the question is why don't I do something to change it. That's the question , if you want to make something out of yourself. Don't you need to actively do something about it? Cause I'm certainly not getting anywhere, from what I'm doing at the present moment. A lot of people say that when you are actively doing something life just kinda happens.. you are really looking for it but hey it happen along the way

so much of my friends from a website entitled Dominoes and Tequila (a website including a message board of the best couple ever in daytime.Jason and Sam) went to a PA event featuring my favorite actor Steve Burton who plays Jason General Hospital. The pictures are absolutely scrumptious I keep telling him that I want to go to one of these but I'm just too worried that I'll act like a complete idiot and embarrassed myself and all my friends.


It's weird, online relationships whether they be friendships or otherwise is kind of strange concept because you know these people only buy what they tell you if they decide to edit personal details along the way that's great but technically there is one thing that starts off a friendship..

we know each other by our usernames and I'm really only gives a clue on who these people are if your interest is piqued then you hang out with them on the computer. And I kind of like that in a way because I can choose or not choose to reveal little details about my life

Okay, I must admit that I was watching one of my old favorite TV shows when I was younger. About 10 years ago, I don't know if you guys remember it or not, by the TV show was called so weird aired on the Disney channel from 1999 to 2001. I was watching an episode called avatar in which this boy kind of lives his life in fantasy world and gets trapped inside and he doesn't exactly want to get out of it either. got me thinking . I spend much of my day online . I like it but it's only one dimensional really so it's not like I have the relationship with my computer.. not necessarily the people at least not in a face-to-face manner...


I told you what happens when I think too much but can you imagine what is going on in my head if I think like this and post it here. Here, I don't necessarily have to be eloquent in order to get my point across. I'm just glad that I'm not the only one who has weird crazy thoughts.


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Chapter 2
As Jason drove back home the conversation that he had just had with Sam replayed in his mind. When she revealed the fact that she was still secretly see Lucky that their breakup was only for appearance sake to keep up the undercover operation. Jason felt as if his heart had exploded inside his chest and he was bleeding to death internally.
After being with Elizabeth for a year and a half, Jason thought they were in a good place as a couple. Okay maybe that was a bold faced lie. Elizabeth had begun complaining about his job. They were never able to really spend time alone. And when they did in fact see each other all they did was argue.
He even began questioning whether or not, Jake was really his son, the boy seemed to be turning into a mini Lucky Spencer, and that worried Jason tremendously. Jake was almost two years old, with dark eyes and dark hair. Jason had yet to see anything that really resembled him. Elizabeth still didn’t even want to tell Monica, his mother about her grandson. And her best friend was Jason’s sister Emily who had just recently passed away.
In recent weeks Jason and it frequently found his mind wandering back to Sam. It seemed as though she was everywhere. Jason had no idea what it meant that he was sure of one thing he needed to find out why this was happening, because it certainly wasn’t going away.
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Entering his apartment he tossed his keys onto the desk, as he put his gun in the lockbox. Jason realized he needed something to help the unsettling feeling that seemed to radiate from his body. He walked over to the liquor cabinet and took out the bottle of tequila. It had been a long while since he had actually turned to the bottle in an effort to silence the thoughts that were running through his head. It was almost 2 ½ years ago, his mind began revisiting what caused him to pick up the bottle in the first place. He was looking everywhere for Sam, unable to find her he decided to check the lake house, where Sam’s mother, stepfather and two sisters lived. He saw his fiancée having sex with her stepfather who just happens to be Jason’s archenemy. He wasn’t sure how he made it back to his apartment exactly. But once he got there he remembered throwing a lamp across the other side of the room and going straight to the liquor cabinet to get the tequila, and the rest as they say is history.
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A couple hours later, Jason reluctantly got out of bed since there was no way he was going to be able going to get to sleep. He picked up his cell phone, which was lying on the nightstand table.
“Stan, I need you to do some cyber sleuthing. I would have asked Spinelli, but he’s in Connecticut visiting his grandmother. Can you give me a print out of all of Sonny’s bank accounts, including the ones that he has in other countries, I need to know what transactions he is made within the last six weeks. I need them before noon today.” Jason said before disconnecting the line.
Jason did something that he hadn’t done it in a little over a year. He wasn’t even he remembered her phone number correctly. His fingers trembled uncontrollably as he dialed the phone number he thought he would never call again.
The phone rang twice and then went to her voicemail.
This is Sam.. I am unable to answer my cell at this moment but if you leave a message and a phone number where I can reach you. I will gladly call you back as soon as I can
Jason bit his lip took a deep breath and left a message,
Hey, Sam,, I’m sorry about ambushing you like I did yesterday. But there are still some things that I would like to discuss with you, so I would appreciate it if you would meet me at Jake’s at 10 p.m. tonight. For old time’s sake, it’s really important. With that he ended the call crawled back into bed at around 3 a.m. in the morning. He finally managed to fall asleep.

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I posted the first chapter of my new Jason and Sam story earlier I didn't hear any complaints so that means I'm going to put the next chapter up. Yesterday is my cousins Courtney's wedding. The one that I didn't receive an invitation too. I've always been close to uncle Todd and his kids. My mom's side of the family totally kicks ass. They are always there for me no matter what I do. Ever since I can remember . I guess I have a lot to do with Arabic culture, my grandfather was 50% Lebanese. As a result. Yours truly is 13%, and trust me when I say I have a lot of relatives. Everybody does, but not many people see their fifth cousin Emma what his name is and such.. my father's mother has a substantial side of the family as well... as a matter of fact I was invited to a family reunion in St. Mary's Pennsylvania. The majority of my family on my fathers side, lives in Pennsylvania. The reunion is for Fourth of July weekend.. I went to the reunion Fourth of July weekend five years ago. They had a reunion in 95, but I wasn't interested in going with my father and my brother, which I sincerely regret now because I didn't realize that my father was going to die two years later.


I'm officially addicted to the Sims 3 there's tons of stuff to do I haven't discovered everything yet. At first, the graphics really sucked until I turned the graphics on high.. I've already made videos and took snapshots I plan on posting them here. So be on the lookout

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Happy Memorial Day everybody. What did you guys do? I did nothing except creative writing I'm also watching the hundred greatest songs from the 80's . It was on repeat and since I'm a child of the 80s that's a must , it has to be on my DVR and I'm watching it while I'm typing this entry at any point during this entry I break out into song is because that's the song that they're playing right now and I just can't help myself looking back on my life thus far 26 years I'm compelled to ponder several quintessential questions how the world did I get here and where am I supposed to go from here it would really help if there was some road signs on this highway a lot of people say the where you are is actually what happened when they were planning to do something else I frequently get the feeling that I'm being laughed at by everyone he because of the crazy stuff that I do with school and everything else. I'm so excited about the Sims three coming out you have no idea.. I've been waiting a long time for the game in the beginning they said that it would be out by Christmas of 2008 then it was pushed back till February 20, 2009 and then 11 days before it was supposed to drop they moved the release date to May 2, 2009 I hate when they do things like that. The anticipation is definitely sizzling the commercial is hilarious. I hope the game is as good as they claim it to be well I guess we'll see in about a week.

I've spoken about my love-hate relationship with YouTube. One day I decided to watch Monica's cancer storyline and there were various clips available for my viewing pleasure. So I was previewed to Jason Quartermaine. Then I decided to surf through Jason year-by-year. I witnessed him in a car crash and the aftermath, including his relationship with Keesha Ward that in itself was a Greek tragedy. Personally I'm of what I saw from their relationship I didn't like it one bit Keesha to me is another Elizabeth they tend to force themselfs on people. Which is not healthy for anyone.. but at least AJ got the residual benefits from Keesha.

Seeing Jason transform was actually fun to watch, and then help me understand the character itself better.. the one fly in the ointment however, is Carly Roberts. I love Carly don't get me wrong, I don't like her character in the beginning, using Jason as her boy on the side while he was dating Robin. And then you also inevitably find inconsistencies in later storylines for example. When Carly and Sam get into that bar fight. Carly mentioned how the first night Jason and she met . They played pool and slept together, they play pool, but they didn't sleep with each other, at least not until their third meeting.

That was just wrong, and then later on in their affair. She gets all pissed off because he doesn't want to sleep with her anymore and threatens to tell Robin about their affair at her farewell party before she goes off to Yale. Carly decides not to crush Robin's soul as a graduation present and leaves that to Jason.. now Jason is about to enter a relationship with Carly at least eventually I have to continually keep telling myself that every woman that Jason has ever been with is helping turn him into the man that he is with Sam and that makes you feel 1000 times better, and since he broke up with Sam . Any woman that he is with after Sam is only a stepping stone back to her. No matter how many times they break up.

It's also interesting to see how the family dynamics of the Quartermaines have not changed in over 10 years it doesn't matter who's playing the game it's virtually the same no matter who's involved, Edward tries to be the dictator but for the most part that's not happening. Lila is the calming presence and amazingly she can pretty much control the pack of wolves and still keep her dignity. AJ is the pitiful drunk who can't stop drinking and drives everyone insane. Ned is the well-rounded one who seems to have the permanent job of peacekeeper/referee
Alan and Monica are the commentators who are quick to point out everyone's faults, but hate it when others do the same thing. It's hard to figure out exactly what Tracy's job is. She certainly isn't the voice of reason by any stretch of the imagination. She pretty much as her own motive forever argument she gets it and can switch sides as easily as change underwear.
Jason's old role in the family squabbles was comedic relief really and to be the heart of the Quartermaines. this dubious honor would later be held by Emily


now that job is consistently vacated in the Quartermaine house

New decade same core arguments at least they're consistent...

the closest family that the Quartermaine's remind me of is the Kennedys

more parallels Revelations and commentaries to follow shortly

In this journey they call the transformation of Jason: Quartermaine to Morgan

Hey everyone.. it's been a year since my grandmother died.. it's funny how after someone dies you can think about them more than you used for the most part... I know that death is a part of life that it eventually happens but you're not prepared for it when it happens.

In happier news the Yankees are kicking major ass 8 wins in a row, finally 2 and a half games out of first only one game out of second place

Jasam was on yesterday and they were absolutely adorable. Of course various message boards felt that Sam was kissing Jason's ass but there was also ample support that jumped to their defense including myself. For whenever possible reason it seems to bother people when Jason and Sam share a simple scene together. I guess that's a good thing.. I particularly liked with Sam said that the beer and the motorcycle keys remained in the same spot.

I don't see what people have a problem with honestly. It doesn't make any sense to me , but then again, I love my couple with all my heart and soul and I can't wait for them to get back together and have a full-blown love scene complete with Steve Burton's shirt off for more than 3 seconds..

Kelly Monaco + Steve Burton= Jasam explosive intense chemistry

Sims 3 drops in 11 days

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